Will Listen

The next time you think of committing suicide think how far you have come because you have beat the odds. Think of what your purpose is and why it may have not happened the other time. Think of who you will be hurting that is left behind you beat the odds. Think of what it may be like if you have an afterlife that is worst than the present life you beat the odds. Think of all the things you may be missing like seeing your child grow up, all the success you could have in your new career, all…

In the last 4 years, it's been quite an oddyssey, I was homeless, a drunk, and had survived another suicide attempt. (I haven't tried again since) in fact on the 5th. of next month I'll be sober 4 years and 3 months.

In the last 4 years though I've survived a murder attempt, 2 broken relationships, (the second one really hurt, I was supposed to move in with her in Florida, I'm up in New York so it' not like I'm moving across town.  I was packing my stuff to ship down, told my landlord…

First let me say,I'm not sure how i found this web page.I went from listening to music videos, to watching mpd videos.(multi personality disorder) I came across Carla's story. I can really relate. After finding this site, I can see that I am not the only one who feels alone dealing with lifes crap.I have a husband and a 11 year old daughter.On one hand i feel so blessed and loved.But then theres the real world of abuse that haunts me daily.Yes,my husband knows the surface which i chose to…

How's it goin everybody. I'm new here. Kind of starting over for like the 9 billionth time lol. But life is all about second chances and everything happens for a reason right? I don't understand the Great Architect of the Universe's plan but I try to look at it like this, I don't understand the electro-chemical process that makes the light go on when I flick the switch, but I trust it, I know it works. And the way I reckon it I'm only meant to understand my corner of the universe. And that's…